Ecstacy: How it took my life away.

My names austin...im 14 years old and it all started about 6-7 months ago. I started using ecstacy to experiment and just for fun..it was this way for about a month until my best friend died from abuse...thats when I fell into addiction, I started using to take the pain away, it was one of the only ways to be happy and I was..until I came down...I still use..ocassionally and im on my way to recovery, last time I used was new years eve..its now January 4th and im craving it SOOO bad, I do it almost every day, and now this is the 4th day...wish me luck, and stay clean everybody..after a while it seems like ecstacy is the only way to be happy...dont let it take your life away too...