My son is on Meth

by Troubled mom

My son is 22 years old. He has been doing Meth since he was 18,(that I know of). He went after my husband with a knife when he was 18 because he was hearing voices.

Now this year it has gotten worse than ever,he does the Meth then he stays up for about 5 nights, the voices come and he grabs knives.

We call the police because we are scared. He goes to jail for 8 hours and comes home.

The latest event he came in and called me every name in the book broke my bedroom door and grabbed a knife for the 10th time.

He cut my sofa a couple months back, and we wake up to knives sticking out of our chairs. Every one told me over the years to get a restraining order cause he is going to kill me.

He always says he hates me and wishes I were dead. Well I did get a restraining order and have cried every day since. He doesn't work has no money and is on the streets.

Is this tough love or am I setting him up to die? He gets ssi but it is gone in a week. He suffers from depression but refuses to take meds. He was taken to the hospital this last time for a hold.

The whole family told him to stay there because of the restraining order and to get help, he refused.