My partner has been using cocaine and I am not coping well! I found out about 2 years ago and since then he has cried and begged saying he would never touch it again. Then I find some and we go through the whole saga again.
First he is aggressive and accusational, then eventually we get to the crying and begging again. But this time is different. I thought he was using so I checked his pockets and they were empty. Two days later I found a half used wrap and I confronted him. Two weeks on and he is still saying it was an old jacket and he has no idea what is in his pockets.
He has called me some very nasty things and is still furious saying I am insane and mad. So I said let's just sort it out take a hair strand test and then we will know if I am mad.
He knows that this is the last straw for me. He's says that it is a mad idea from a mad woman that will prove nothing. He is never this horrible for this long. I don't know what to do and it's really difficult.
Sorry I just wanted a different perspective and sorry for rambling! !