Slipping deeper into drugs!
I seen my mom use drugs, I seen her get better and recover. I've seen people be nothing in life because of drugs. I thought I was smarter then that, but I'm not!
I started with weed and drinking. I thought I could handle it, but I can't. After years of that now I'm doing coke, and it's beginning to be too much now. I don't know what's wrong with me. I'm like a cool person around my friends, some even look up to me like I'm Yoda. But inside I'm dying, I don't know what to do.
I'm spending money I don't have. Telling myself, well as long as all my bills are paid I can do whatever. Getting scary cause a few months ago I got way to high and had to call 911 thought I was gonna die. And now I have these chest pains but yet still smoking daily and using coke when I have the money. Just don't know what happened to me:(