What am I doing with my life?
I married the guy I loved for almost 8 years. He has cheated on me many times, and he abused me physically... hit me so many times, even my in-laws torture me mentally. I was in a total depression, became a mentally sick person.
I used to take anti-depression pills and sleep all day, my life was finished. Meanwhile, one of my husband's cousins helped me a lot to recover. We were so close like best friend, he made me a normal person like I was before. Between all this I don't know how and when I have fallen for him, even he loves me like mad.
Again I'm getting depressed because I don't know how we will make it and take this relationship to another level. I was again tense and depressed so I started to take Yaba.
Now it has taken over my life,I I don't know what to do, I'm taking 10-13 pills a day, help me out how can I stop doing this crazy life? Already my life is full of chaos and yaba is making it worst. I will die this way I guess.