Cocaine

by Shazy
(Birmingham)

Mum and dad have an arranged marriage despite 15years difference in age. Mum craves life and affection. Dad had ignores everything, is out different women, is drunk and lost.

Mum thought that he will change, but the years went past, it damaged the kids and nothing chages. The kids where left to their uncles responsibility.

I was forced into a marriage and then in 2 years returned home. Nothing had changed and it was only me and my brother. Parents family all had there own ideas about vengeance.

Story cut short got out arranged marriage. Mum settled down and didn't want her fully grown three children. I got a house to keep us all together.

Both my baby brother's buried there because of overdose of heroin that he was even injecting. Dad was a complete drunk and struggled badly. Looking for young brother who was stealing money and valuable assets, but my main concern is that they're alive.

Was in settled relationship but having to deal with your ex whose money your brother ran off with makes it difficult especially when people are saying things.

I had a breakdown having to bathe my dad and one brother smoking crack the other may be dead as he is injecting heroin and living in that fear and cursing my mother... putting us in a very bad position.

My ex died in car accident and i got no life not even my phone. Begged Allah to forgive me and help me. No one came.

THEN I FOUND THE DRUG WHICH WAS SUPPLIED HOURLY, DAILY. I RAN AWAY FROM HIM 1 YEAR N A HALF THEN MET SOMEONE WHO WANTED TO MAKE ME N HIM EVERYTHING. TURNED OUT TO BE A LIAR!

BUMPED INTO SOMEONE THAT I HAD 1T YEAR CRUSH ON. THIS AMAZING MAN N AGAIN COCAINE. WE HAVE RAN BACK N FOURTH. BUT COACAINE ALWAYS WON.

SINCE THEN COCAINE MY BEST FRIEND. JUST ME N COKE. BUT GUESS WHAT COCAINE RUINED ME N IS STILL TRYING I WILL STILL FIGHTING BUT COCAINE WILL ALWAYS WIN. SO MUCH MORE TO THE WHOLE STORY.

CIRCUMSTANCES CAN HELP BUT I FOUND MY FAMILY BEST FRIENDS... LONELINESS... UNEXPLAINED EVENTS AT COCAINE'S FEET. DAMAGED ME BIG TIME REPUTATION RELATIONSHIPS JOBS. FAMILY AND FRIENDS.

I USED TO BELIEVE U PUT YOUR HEAD TO IT SOME MR /MRS WILL SAVE U. BUT NO ONE IS COMING ITS A FOREVER WAITING GAME.

I hope all yours is positive compared to mine. But i will continue to fight with ugly cocaine!

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