I have been struggling for the last year to fix everything and everyone I lost in the last 3 years that I was addicted to heroin.
I have been clean 1 1/2 yrs but it took losing complete contact with friends, my mother, the man I was going to spend my life with, my home, car, kids, job......everything!!!!!
I am staying with a friend who is only person who would take me in.
My ex introduced me to it and it started as a fun, occasional thing. I woke up sick one morning and called and said I was staying home, I had the flu.
He told me I got something that will make you better and to just be ready in a few min. I went out to meet him in my pj's, hair a mess, teeth not brushed....sick. He gave me a "shot" of heroin and instantly I was great! I mean night and day difference. Never did I imagine where I was headed.....
"Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives; he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks, the door will be opened." - Matthew 7:7-8