Every happened at once. Terrible injuries caused when drunk, 3 months in hospital. Family did not visit, will not talk to me. Had to move into very basic accommodation, not allowed near family home.
Partner wants a divorce. Pain from injuries. No friends. So I survive, first-sober, then look after myself. After this comes walking, reading, praying, journaling, talking, meetings, support sessions. Still lots of hours to fill in. Takes time, patience, belief that life will be more than it is now.
"Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives; he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks, the door will be opened." - Matthew 7:7-8