My husband is addicted to crack, and I've been going through it with him for 13yrs off and on. A few months ago he has been using almost everyday.
For 5 months he keep promising every time he is going to do better but it hasn't changed yet. He's spending the rent money, his car note money, and any money he gets goes for crack. All of our kids are grown now. and with all that being said I'm just tired and feel stuck in a no-win situation.
I love him so much I don't wanna let him go. I love him and I don't want to leave him but I feel he is at the point of no return and I just can't keep going through it. I feel if I leave our marriage is over because he will hate me for leaving. I need help, I am an emotional wreck!
"Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives; he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks, the door will be opened." - Matthew 7:7-8