Well I was 15 years old when I first caught the disease that they call AMPHETAMINES. Now 24 years down the Pathway from HELL this ADDICTION has taken control of my LIFE.
AMPHETAMINES is and has been the HEART AND SOUL of the Lifestyle that I now Refer to as THE JUNKIE ON MY BACK. Seems only fair that the F-ING DISEASE that has followed me, Fed with me and has SLOWLY BUT SURLY SUCKED THE LIFE CLEAN OUT OF ME, Have it's own NAME. Because for the LAST 24 Years of my LIFE It's has Been Right F-ING HERE SLOWLY BUT SURELY TEARING MY HEART, MY SOUL AND MY WILL TO KEEP ON F-ING LIVING CLEAN.
OUT OF THE BODY THE I HAVE PUT THROUGH THE PAIN, SUFFERING AND THE TORTURE I HAVE LEARNED TO LIVE WITH AND EXCEPT AS THAT THE LIFE I CHOOSE TO LIVE AND THE HABIT I CHOOSE TO FEED WILL ONE DAY SOON BE THE VERY THING THAT F-ING KILLS ME!
So as I take these last painful step of my MISERABLE LIFE I have come to the Conclusion their can be only two way this PATH Will END, LIFE OR DEATH I KILL THE DISEASE OR THE F-ING DISEASE KILLS ME!
"Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives; he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks, the door will be opened." - Matthew 7:7-8