I do cocaine once a week and am not able to stop and I don't ask my wife to help when I have withdrawals. She is powerless and feels I will take myself out by overdosing. I don't want help from anybody. How do I take my first step in trying to quit?
"Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives; he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks, the door will be opened." - Matthew 7:7-8