My husband was addicted to Vicodin and OxyContin in his teenage years. He was trying to get clean and was going thru withdraw symptoms. He ran into someone who sold Heroin and tried it.
Since then he goes thru these cycles and relapses. He is supposed to be taking Suboxone but does not take it everyday. When he wants to take the medication he does and when he doesn't he buys heroin. He makes excuses and says that it is my fault because I have not been there for him.
He has not finished school and is always making excuses. He says he wants a family but I do not want to bring a child into this type of environment. Please help me.
I feel like I just want to run away and never look back. I don't know what else to do for him. He makes excuses for everything that goes wrong in his life and he blames others rather than him taking responsibility.
"Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives; he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks, the door will be opened." - Matthew 7:7-8