Meeting the devil face 2 face…
by Deanha Burnley
(UK)
Hello there, well I’m guessing if your reading this you may have had addiction in your life some how maybe it was you who has the addiction?
Well I had an addiction to heroin for nearly 8 years it swallowed me up so quick I didn’t have the chance to not get addicted.
Finally, I can say I’m clean and mean it!
I remember the thing I always missed most was not being able to get up in morning and worry about finding my next fix… it was a nightmare.
I used to dread going to sleep as I knew I had to wake up and go threw it all again.
I can now wake up in the morning and concentrate on myself and the things I’ve always wanted to do.
For example I’ve been clean nearly 3 years and I’m doing one on one talks with other addicts at my local drug service.
I’ve been on holiday 3 times (Amsterdam, Ibiza n Turkey) and back then things like that were just wishes.
But I guess what I’m trying to say is getting clean is so worth doing, so you can go and chase your wishes and dreams like I did.
Mine aren’t wishes anymore I went after mine and mine all came true. I’ve got the holiday photo albums and memories to prove it.
See it is possible I did it and I was a bad heroin addict and didn’t ever see a way out but there is you just have to find it.
Please be strong and achieve your goals, dreams and wishes they can happen, I’m living proof!!
* Became an addict at 17
* Got clean at 24
* Age now 25, 26 on 2nd August 2nd happy birthday me…
take care guys n keep smiling and most importantly keep the faith….. 🙂
thanks 4 reading Deanha xxxx