My son a herion addict !
My son is a heroin addict, found out on his 21st birthday. It about killed me… this is my kid how is this possible. He had been using for several months, it was getting to the point he could no longer hide it.
I took him to see a counselor, he kept saying he was good.. Watched over him as much as I could, his work is calling saying something is wrong with him. I knew he was still using.. Talked to him about work and my concerns… He said it was nothing I knew he was lying, but had no actual proof… I was always checking his room, car for anything… Never found anything… Even if I did I knew there was nothing I could do unless he was ready.
So everyday I talked to him, letting him know I was here, that i loved him and I can help if he would ask. Another couple months went by. Things were really getting bad. Still nothing I could do… The day after Christmas 2014… He broke down and told me, he needed help I was so releaved. That Wednesday, New Years Eve, i took him to rehab… Bring the new year in right. Things seem to be going great he was loving it… After 10 days, which would be today he called wanting me to pick him up, he was all pissed off at the people for putting him in a room and making him relax, do to him passing out.
I told him no big deal, there’s a reason you passed out, so just relax.. He got mad and hung up on me. Called back 5 minutes later asking me again to pick him up, I said no… You’re having a bad day, shake it off and relax… I’ll be there tomorrow, to visit you… He called back 10 minutes later, and said don’t worry I got my own ride and I’ll be home in a couple hours… I said please stay, tomorrow will be a better day. I asked who did you call, he said his dope man, i was in shock, and he would not be
home tonight cause he was mad at me. He very rude, when I telling him that is BS. He said he did not care… I’m scared!!
At this point it has been over 2 hrs. since I talked to him. Let messages for him to call me, letting him know his sponsor would pick him up. I’m not sure if he is lying or bring serious. I’m nerves, scared, and concerned. I love my son with all my heart. I have a bad feeling 🙁