I am a 33 yr old mom, my addiction started 6 years ago,to everyone that looks down on people like us understand addiction becomes a way of life not necessarily a choice. No one wakes up in the morning and says I want to be the best drug addict today...
I have come along way do, I occasionally slip up yes of course. But that's just part of this illness my heart goes out to anyone with addiction, you all are still beautiful strong people it's just the sickness that makes us turn into a different person.
You're personality isn't you it's just a part of you, you're inner self is the true you and who you really are and that's the road of recovery finding you're way back to you're true inner self.
"Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives; he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks, the door will be opened." - Matthew 7:7-8