My life story rap.
by ROBERT
(MARYSVILLE)
LIVING LIFE WITHOUT SENSATION
16YEARS OLD AN ON PROBATION
ALWAYS LOCKED UP ON A PROBATION VIOLATION
THINKN THIS ADDICTION WAS MY HOMIE
YEAH MY HOMIES GOT ME
THERE WAS NO BUYING DRUGS FOR THE DRUGS HAD BOUGHT ME
SCHOOLS TO SCHOOLS WEED TO METHAMPHETAMINE BOWLS
LOCKED UP IN HIS OWN PRISON
DIGGIN HIS OWN HOLES
LOOKN BACK CANT SEE NOBODY WHO GOT ME
SMOKING AWAY YET DROWNING MYSELF IN HENNASY
THIS WAS MY REMEDY NO LIVING LIFE JUST BEING EMPTY
MY HOMIES TALKED ABOUT FAMILY AND CULTURE
SAY THEY LOOKED OVER ME LIKE A BROTHER
BUT WATCHED OVER ME LIKE A VULTURE
WHERE WE LIVE CRYING MEANS YOUR WEAK
I LEARNED THIS AT 12 MY HOMIES SOCKED THE TEARS OFF MY CHEEK
I THOUGHT THAT THIS WAS THE GOOD LIFE
NUMBING MYSELF AS I TWIST A PIPE
IM BLINDED BY THE UNTOLD FACTS
THINKN LIFE WAS ABOUT DRUGS MONEY GIRLS AND STRAPS
YOU THINK THIS WILL MAKE YOU A MAN
YOU’RE WALKING ALONE ON A MURDERESS LAND
IM HERE TO HELP AN I CANT LET YOU WALK BLINDED
THAT PAST IS NO LONGER ME NOT THE SAME AS MINE DID
SO TELL ME THIS WHY DO YOU WANNA BANG
DO YOU WANNA DIE
LIVE LIFE INCARCERATED BEING AT FAULT FOR YOUR MOTHERS TEARY EYES
I WANNA SEE YOU LIVE CUZ ITS TO LATE FOR ME
I LEFT THIS LIFE WITH NOTHING BUT A DRUG DEPENDANCY
I BURNT EVERY STRAP THAT WAS LENT TO ME
NOW MY LIFE IS DEAD TO ME
CUZ I SEEN THE THINGS I WASN’T MEANT TO SEE
I DID TIME FOR MY GANG LIFE
NOW SOMEBODYS DEAD ALL OVER A FIGHT
I DONT GET NO VISITS ALL I GET IS HANG TIGHT
I HAD TO CHANGE SOMETHING
CUZ I GOT NOTHING TO LOOK UP TO
HOMIES DON’T MEAN ANYTHING
ONLY HERE TO CORRUPT YOU
I HAD TO CHANGE FOR THE BETTER
AN STOP WITH THE WORSE
BEEN TO MANY INSTUITUIONS AND PRISONS
NEXT IS THE HERSE
CUZ IT TOOK LOOSING MY CLOSEST
FROM AIDS TO OVERDOSES
THE ONLY REASON I KNOW THIS
IS FROM TO MANY FUNERAL ROSES
THERE ISNT ANY LOVE
I GOT NOTHING LEFT TO FEEL
EVEN GOD HAS GOT ME SCREAMING KILLER BE KILLED
EVEN HOMIE LOVES A LIE IM ONLY BEING REAL
I LIVED MY LIFE ON THE HINGES
I NEVER PLAYED WITH TOYS I PLAYED WITH SYRINGES
MY MOM GOT KNOCKED BACK SHE GOT AIDS WHEN I WAS FOUR
9 YEARS LATER SHE AINT HERE NO MORE
I DIED THAT DAY NOBODY NEEDS THAT PAIN
SHE GOT THE DISEASE FROM THE HEROIN SHE STUCK IN HER VAIN
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your rap was amazing.
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Wow!
I thought your rap was really marvelous and your story so VERY sad. It seems many people have used you and now it’s hard to know what to do. My childhood was hard too but not as hard as yours. I can only tell you what helped me, I learned that God loves me and that if I turn toward Him, He will never let me down. He never has. |