Nothing will destroy every area of life like addiction can!
Drugs can and will destroy you physically, mentally, spiritually, financially, etc. The pain has no end. I have been using since I was 12 years old.
It is a deeply depressing thought to think that without all the drugs, I would have likely gone to college, had a great job, no constant anxiety. Instead I chose a dark path. I started off with DXM. Taking Triple C's changed my personality from outgoing and happy to someone dark, angry, and disturbed. I moved on to weed, opiates, alcohol, Adderall, everything except heroin. For the past 15 years I have used a lot at times, and a little at others. Always the nagging feeling to use is in the back of my mind.
If you have never used drugs, I envy you. I wish I didn't know how good they felt. And I wish I didn't know how destructive they are.
I hate myself for what I have become. Someone with so much potential, so intelligent, now a shell of a human being.
My life is wasted.