15 Starting Crack
When i was 15 my sister’s ex boyfriend sold crack to me. i didn’t know what it was. i just put it in a pipe and tried it.
First thing don’t ever ask what it feels like its impossible to describe. I started off buying 100 sacks. i’m not black i’m a little white boy. i’m 17 now but i started at 15 i look like i’m 12 no one believed i smoked crack cause i looked to young to be doing it.
I remember my last time i took my last hit and 1:24am in the morning woke up my mom and said “mom i need help i’m addicted to crack”. Try saying those words to your mom it was the hardest thing i ever did in my life.
She started crying next day i went to juevy. I was locked up yeah big deal. I still phone for crack from this day and my sisters boy friend is still hitting me up.
My life is so crazy i live in small town. Never thought u could find crack. Don’t be fooled you can always find any type of drug no matter where u live. i’m going to try to write a book i’m so young it will be some real stuff. Everything i said is a 100% true.
I’ll admit i WAS a crack head. But deep down in side crack is stuck in my head!
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15 Starting Crack
Thanks for writing. I find it very sad that you are addicted to crack. I am a recovering alcoholic. I started drinking when I was 16 and continued until I was 28. I have not drank for 25 years. I know how hard it is to quit. Unfortunately, I think any addiction is progressive and I got to the point where I was getting drunk EVERY NIGHT, by myself most of the time. It started out being fun and it ended up to being an addiction. The first thing I did when I wanted to quit was to go to my medical doctor. He was great. He gave me medicine that was non-addictive to help my sleep because I was so afraid that I couldn’t sleep without alcohol. Then he said that I should go to Alcoholics Anonymous meetings, which I did. It was so scary to go, I’ll never forget, but it was so refreshing to see so many people being so open, honest and welcoming. I would strongly suggest that you go to a Narcotics Anonymous meeting and to go to a drug and alcohol counselor. Also, you could talk to a medical doctor or a clergy. Please – don’t waste your life on drugs. I wasted 12 years and I really regret that. I now have a son who has struggled with alcoholism and drug addiction for years, so I know both sides of the story. You need help and support!! I now go to Al Anon meetings (for friends and families of alcoholics and drug addicts). I also see a counselor, talk to my minister and see a physician’s assistant. YOU ARE NOT ALONE! Maybe you think now that crack is all you need to be happy but – believe me – you’ll find out that it will lead to other drugs and more and more destruction of both your life and of those who love you. Best wishes to you and I will pray for you.-Lynette |
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You need help. I hope you have somebody to turn to. Think about your mother. Think about her pain because she loves you. Get clean for her and make something of your life. |