I have been addicted to heroin for 15 years, I injected the heroin for all of those years. Then
I started mixing the heroin with tablets called valoids. I then started fitting in my sleep, so i stopped injecting altogether which was vary hard but it got me scared but because of my habit.
Then I started smoking it on tin foil. I have been smoking it now for 6 months, but now i am struggling as i am getting severe headaches and sick.
I am now scared i have something wrong with me. I feel i can't go to doctors because they will say that unless i stop using heroin they won't know what's really wrong with me... which i understand.
But, I'm scared of the withdrawals and having my neighbour selling heroin so I can get it anytime with or with out money. I have got Subutex i can start to take but I'm scared and to weak.....
Where do I start?... What do I do?