I have been an addict for over half my life. I'm on my fourth marriage. Been married for 17 years. I've tried to get clean, but it's really hard when I have no positive support.
I get verbally and sometimes physically abused and told I don't love or care about my kids or my wife. I've given my life for them and make damn sure they never do without. I've always took care of all the bills wants and needs for my family.
My wife doesn't use, sometimes I wish she would smoke a joint and chill out. I just can't take it no more. I'm on the verge of suicide... Lord please give me the strength to keep going...
"Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives; he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks, the door will be opened." - Matthew 7:7-8