I started smoking weed about a year ago to try and find a substitute for alcohol as i had been abusing it and it doesn't suit me. I'm 19 and me and my boyfriend smoke nearly every day.
I never have money and am constantly in debt, even if i was smoking for a week straight i would crave a smoke the next day, i don't know whether i am addicted to it, the only thing i know is its affecting my memory and concentration fully, i am spending all my money on it, and i am never satisfied, i always want more :(
Smoking gives me an escape from all the worries but it only adds more worries, i hate it and love it. I think about it all the time and i get frustrated and moody if i can't get it, I'm just not sure you can get addicted after a year!
"Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives; he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks, the door will be opened." - Matthew 7:7-8