(Mt. ephraim, New jersey)
My husband unfortunatley had back surgery going on five years ago in Sept. However, he still takes Morphine, a HIGH dose at that.
Although he does NOT abuse them, this I KNOW, I deep down, know he is addicted, and will need help to get off.
He is not the same person and I am scared, it is ruining us. US is important to me we have been married for 22 years.
There is NO talking to him ABOUT ANYTHING ANYMORE, HE LAYS IN BED ALMOST ALL DAY, HE IS VERBAL AND MENTALLY ABUSIVE, this I know due to friends, strangers, and PROFESSIONALS trying to help, or telling me, YES YOU ARE BEING ABUSED.
NO MATTER WHAT I TRY TO TALK ABOUT, the subjuct ALWAYS turns to be about me…… SO OLD AND TIRED OF THAT STUFF, TOLD HIM sooo many times, if you have a problem w me, then sit me down, DON’T BRING IT UP WHEN WE ARE ADDRESSING YOU.
Well, after reading about abuse and more, I HAVE BEEN DOING ALL THE WRONG THINGS FOR ABOUT TWO YEARS NOW. I AM TIRED, ALL I DO IS CRY AND NEVER SMILE ANYMORE. HALF THE TIME, DON’T EVEN WANT TO GET UP. I COULD WRITE MORE, BUT WON’T….
MY house just sold, suppose to be moving to another state, just this am, he said, I don’t think I want to go to (where we are moving) I AM DONE. TIME TO DO ME…..