I’m always me and myself yet it’s me!

by Michael

(Nepal )

I tried once I tried twice and I tried thrice and fourth and so on………!
But using this never ends …Alas…I’m dying, I know but though I think not to go for it I’m helpless my mind thinks one and my body says another …. oh God, it would be better if I had lost my memory, the substance I take, I shall forget …. but things are not that easy as I am addicted…

I want to follow a good way addiction free,,, but it’s harder than the exams of PHD,, THOUGH I have just completed my diploma… memory of the past is enough to suffer oneself and… I tried I tried but I felt in the same gutter,,,, yet there is a hope in me, I want to be free like a bird you see flying in the sky ….and that’s before my last breath ….. God help me in my recovering days….

and Finally Remember:

“Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives; he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks, the door will be opened.”
– Matthew 7:7-8

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