I'm always me and myself yet it's me!

by Michael
(Nepal )

I tried once I tried twice and I tried thrice and fourth and so on.........!
But using this never ends ...Alas...I'm dying, I know but though I think not to go for it I'm helpless my mind thinks one and my body says another .... oh God, it would be better if I had lost my memory, the substance I take, I shall forget .... but things are not that easy as I am addicted...

I want to follow a good way addiction free,,, but it's harder than the exams of PHD,, THOUGH I have just completed my diploma... memory of the past is enough to suffer oneself and... I tried I tried but I felt in the same gutter,,,, yet there is a hope in me, I want to be free like a bird you see flying in the sky ....and that's before my last breath ..... God help me in my recovering days....

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