Opiate addict who keeps relapsing?
I am addicted to opiates, mainly oxycodone. My habit was to crush and snort about 180mg everyday for 8 months. After many attempts to stop, but never getting past 5 days because the withdrawal was so unbearable, i finally went 38 days cold turkey. the withdrawal was excruciating leaving me bed ridden for 3 weeks.
After 3 weeks the physical let up, but the depression and insomnia continued, on day 38 i relapsed once again on Opana. I have done 4 40 mg opana in the past week. (small doses for me) my question is am i going to go through another month of hell due to this use, or am I ok since I had not used any opiate for 38 days?